H A M Fahim Kabir

Ah man! I don't know what is going to happen. My money transfer account just got freezed. I had a very big amount of money there. I'm not sure that I'm going to get it back. I hope I get it back. :( Pray for me. I'm so nervous. I don't know what to do. I was planning for something. Now it went all wrong. All my dreams are vanishing in front of my eyes. I feel like I'm going to cry.

I don't know what I'm doing. I lost my control over myself. Allah knows when will I come back. I have become crazy. Only Allah can take me out of this. I hope Allah gives me the power to get out of this horrible situation.

I did it again 😔

It is difficult to understand my personality. I'm not the guy who people see from outside. I know who I am. And I know how much anger I have. It is bad to have anger. So I'm trying to control it. But I'm keeping it in my mind that I don't lose my personality. Today it's been a little bad day for me compared to other days. I was so angry that I can't express my anger in words. If I had restrictions I would have been done a dangerous thing. But I kept my anger in control today. And it's one of my biggest reward of the day. Thanks to Almighty Allah for always being with me. I had a lot of fun today. But I still made mistake. I hope Allah forgive me.

I've been running through many things. Thought yeah that's what I should go for. But I didn't find pleasure there. Yeah I got every chance to make money and I still have those. But I want to be myself. So I have decided I will go for my dream my actual dream. And this time I will not fail. I will reach to it at any cost. No matter what I will have to do.