H A M Fahim Kabir

I did it again 😔

It is difficult to understand my personality. I'm not the guy who people see from outside. I know who I am. And I know how much anger I have. It is bad to have anger. So I'm trying to control it. But I'm keeping it in my mind that I don't lose my personality. Today it's been a little bad day for me compared to other days. I was so angry that I can't express my anger in words. If I had restrictions I would have been done a dangerous thing. But I kept my anger in control today. And it's one of my biggest reward of the day. Thanks to Almighty Allah for always being with me. I had a lot of fun today. But I still made mistake. I hope Allah forgive me.

I've been running through many things. Thought yeah that's what I should go for. But I didn't find pleasure there. Yeah I got every chance to make money and I still have those. But I want to be myself. So I have decided I will go for my dream my actual dream. And this time I will not fail. I will reach to it at any cost. No matter what I will have to do.